愚昧记事

Why ?

Why my elephant
You haven’t done such things earlier?
Why do you wait and wait
Until today
When I never expect
Anything from you
Then you said you wrote
a long, long mail to me?

Do you know that
Time passed with no sign
With no hint what will change?
You ignore and ignore
Until a day when I never care
Till a time I never expect

You kill the love
That’s once full of cares,
Full of sweetness
You kill the love
That’s later full of pains
Full of tears
You kill the love
Finally with closed ears
With no tears

Now the love faded away
Like a flower
With no water with no care
It’s dried and died away
With the first cool wind

Once I had an article said: In so many years, my life liked a vase, beautiful, yet no sprits. Someone always says, life is good not because of length, it’s good due to contents. My past days might be long enough, yet not good enough.

But that day, you bought the vase for me, green and shining, square in shape. Will it be my vase, for the whole life?

It’s heavy in handling; need so many flowers to fill in. In life, one builds oneself on a solid basis. It’s heavy, tough and hard to move from place to place. But wherever settled down, it fits?

My life vase’s square in shape, simple while shining, in my favorite green. The square vase needs so many flowers to fit in, like my life, needs so many beautiful things to live with.

My darling, you are the first beautiful thing that my God sent to me, after so long time waiting and preying.

Tears come in no time,
in every where.
I know it’s stupid and shame,
yet I still need time.

Love is a war to me,
I need to fight!
Can I success or not?
I don’t know.

The only thing I know is
it made mad.

2004.10.27 03:32:56

It’s a big surprise to me
when I was so stupid
just wanted to call u
as it’s the only way
I can know u r there.

yet ur voice made me even sad
as I could feel that
u r getting more & more
far away…

2004.10.27 03:15:06

My poor heart gone with u,
it’s one moment joyful,
the next blue.

It’s so alerting and hard to control,
it’s lossed it’s usual way
of peace and sorthing

2004.10.26 21:50:40

My heart floating,
like a leaf
flows with a stream.

It waving, shaking,
it’s up, it’s down,
it’s out of my control,
what I can do?

What will u do?
I ask myself.
will u love ot not,
if u can choose?

2004.0.26 19:17:16

What happened to my silly heart?

I believed I might have ability
to deal with it, but no.

something’s out of my control,
like my feeling. It’s driven me.

I lost my way,
but follow.

What else I can do?

2004.10.26 15:56:58

The sunshine’s so bright
this afternoon,
with ur voice told me that
u’ll call me sometime later,
my heart seemed sorthed.

It’s calmed down
and back to its normal place.

I don’t know what happened
to my…

2004.10.26 15:48:49

your voice from thousands miles away
telling me that you are missing me
from the clear sky
from the yellowish leaves
from the beautiful lake
from the path across the woods

your voice from thousands miles away
made me sad
i miss your face
miss your neck
miss your lips and your warm hands
miss your beautiful eyes
which i always wonder
what a lovely color they actually have
blue,grey or my favorate green?

you my morning ant
you’re really from out space
now you return to your world
when you back to me to the earth?

your voice from thousands miles away
made me crazy hopeless
you might be right
at least we can talk
but i miss you during the late nights
someone far from thousands miles away
miss your warmness
with all the tears

written at 23:57 on Oct.25th, 2004

did you see my kite
high and flying
when you in the airplane
from shanghai to helsinki?
it’s there high above
with my heart saying
you back to me soon my darling

my kite high and flying
with all the my wishes for your nice staying
with my love full of tears and pain

did you see my kite my darling
when you passing the sky here in beijing
i saw your tears dropping
down to your face like stream
if tears have smell
it should remind me of your feeling

did you see my kite
my dear darling
far away 6 hours
now you are really too slow

did you see my kite my darling
from the darkness till sunrise
that’s my crazy missing
to all the precious moments
we’d been experiencing

written at 18:18 10-25-2004
由 真愚昧 于 10-25-2004 21:37 最后编辑

Life passed so many years without u,
it’s ok until u came to my life.

Now life is different,
just because of u.

u there, some distance
in another end of the city.
But I could see u
sometime in evening

written at
2004.10.24 16:37:36

Birds singing & talking,
down to the deep garden
full of bamboo and trees.

The pleasant coolness
in the early morning,
it’s so nice because of u darling!

written at
2004.10.22 09:03:00

They’re singing,
my darling pls come and meet me
in the lovely garden
where swans and turtles swimming!

written at
2004.10.21 21:06:02

My darling,
you please coming, coming,
the talkative stream saying.

The water waving and shaking,
the shadows of trees & flowers
on the surface of water
also waving and shaking.

They are dancing & singing...

written at 2004.10.21 20:58:40

The creek flowing
from stones’ leaking
Water’s so noising
like a big rain rushing

In the reflection light of building
The pink flowers shining

The beautiful garden
we have a fate of leaving

written at 20:45:30 on 2004.10.21

love was sweet
like flowers
like kisses
like stars
like clouds
like the feelings from no where
we just trust and trust

love is sad as you are leaving
all in sudden tears coming
with no warning
with no sign
they may like forever
like a crazy river

love is sweet
full of caring
full of touching
full of kissing

love is sad
tears with always waiting

written at 20:31 on Oct.21st, 2004

you are going to leave
to a place where special to us
why you leave so soon
leave me in no time
leave me alone

time passed like all the other days
the eighteen days like forever

as what you said
in such a short time
we trust each other
like a life mate
with touch
with kiss
with love

the sadness of leaving
stealing it’s way
to my heart with sighs
from the darkness of evening

written at 19:52 on Oct.20th, 2004

you are going to leave
to a place where special to us
why you leave so soon
leave me in no time
leave me alone

time passed like all the other days
the eighteen days like forever

as what you said
in such a short time
we trust each other
like a life mate
with touch
with kiss
with love

the sadness of leaving
stealing it’s way
to my heart with sighs
from the darkness of evening

written at 19:52 on Oct.20th, 2004

you are going to leave
to a place where special to us
why you leave so soon
leave me in no time
leave me alone

time passed like all the other days
the eighteen days like forever

as what you said
in such a short time
we trust each other
like a life mate
with touch
with kiss
with love

the sadness of leaving
stealing it’s way
to my heart with sighs
from the darkness of evening

written at 19:52 on Oct.20th, 2004

from the darkness smile your eyes
when you say it’s good of the age

all the old feelings rush to my mind
the depression of hopeless
the lack of motivation and full losses

it was once such a disadvantage
now it’s good to pull us close

written at 14:52 on Oct.15th, 2004

With you here,
the morning is of beauty,
with you here,
the house no longer empty!

The talks in darkness,
I like so much;
the sweet meal which we shared.

your voice so cheered
which I always enjoyed

2004.10.15 10:19:05

love is saying that
you know someone’s caring
you see smiles from that face
you see smiles from your face

from the dark evening
the call’s coming
with someone is waiting
on the street corner
just around the office building


written at
19:02 on Oct.12th, 2004

You look so beautiful
in my eyes,
in the early morning
and dark night.

Your eyes closed,
your lips red.

From time to time,
you look at me, smile,
like sunshine!

2004.10.13 08:17:43

落叶纷纷下，秋风衣裾凉。
薄云天色阴，候君午刻长。

写于2004.10.15 07:21:32

now the morning it means
there is someone you can greeting with
the first light from windows
you see a new day comes

someone besides gentel and cares
someone here is real and true
someone here you can stay with
someone here who says everything is nice

from the evening office
you wait there till someone comes
the long hard days passes
with the dearing feelings of loves

what happened to me? she sighs
his answer from the ear which says
sometime it happens
a lady and a man
falling into loves!

has the love come so quickly?
with no sign, no warning, no hints
it comes with the first glance of each other
it comes with the caring touch on the feet
it comes with the smile from his face
it comes before anyone knows it comes

it’s just there with a empty seat
it’s there when he says he wished to have you sit besides
it’s there when her head turns to his side
it’s there when her hands recognize his hands

love is such a misty
who knows why it comes
after such a long time
waiting for each other of so many years

something happened before we know
before we understand and recognize
something happy with all the things look nice
with all the dearing and attaching feelings

all in a mess
your call makes a difference
the early morning quiet and shining
you get up early
just because he needs to leave
you rush up all in minutes
walk besides
and holding his hand

all in sudden the fragrance came
it’s the autumn sprit
the small tiny flowers
yellow in the dark green trees
back from far away the younth
to wisper to you
life is full of beaufty
and smelling so sweety

thou come to my life
with kiss
with touch
every thing like a dream

it’s my God
who hears my preying
thou come to my life
with smile
with hoping

愚昧记事，初初在“我的博客”落户。在彼处，愚昧有知己，如云行雨步，有偶像如祈祷。奈何彼处日见蹒頇，不得已，动土思迁。

时有访问，博客中国，为读其科技新闻。早些时候，彼处尚未自由注册，愚昧曾经致函申请。奈何周某人，不从人愿，未经注成。今日忽见首页“一分钟称为博客”，免不得高兴一番，赶紧注册！

但是那方说，真愚昧一名，已经人注册，请换名或直接登陆。想起，欧可不是，早已经注册愚昧。惜彼时帐户，分三六九等。欧的帐户，只能浏览，不能发表。

好在今日，博客中国，顺应潮流。自由注册，激活帐户，便能博客。恩，志喜！至主要，此地运行神速，一瞬间，博客大开！

怀念下，愚昧记事，在“我的博客”，巨慢无比。最早私营时，已然是慢若蜗牛。五月后，受人接管，没奈何，仍是超级缓慢。实在是，受不了，逃之夭夭。

闲言少说，且入正题，这就要开张。免不得，张灯结彩，锣鼓侍候！

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香雪海

伊人与老友，把臂同游，自苏州，至杭州。老友是多年老友，不说话，也有默契。有一阵，经年不通音讯。再联系，依然昨天模样，没有缝隙。

且说伊人与老友，少年同游，梅村香雪海。是早春的三月，春风刚起，乍暖还寒。甫下车，便一头，扎入花海。经了梅村，看一回，巧女当庭绣；在花间，又看一回，莽汉折花。

少年二人，免不得，傻笑一番。莽汉固如焦大，吾门俩个，也不输措大。学书中人，餐花饮露。露不可得，花蕊甚苦。然梅花与桃花瓣儿，均美味，丝丝清甜。

是何人酸儒，题得如此美名，香雪海？梅干枝如铁，若千年恩怨。梅花娇柔，印衬在碧空下，似有精魂。

花之香，无法描记；花之影，却是一碧如练，缠绕在山腰间。如云林王翚之山水，梅影点点，于山壁，于断桥，点影余香。

宝马香车

杨君酷爱香车，名车品牌娓娓道来，绝无错爱。伊人耳濡目染，也能随手指出，宝马奔驰，蓝鸟标致。

那个春末，杨君去了北京进修，伊人在苏城，思念甚苦。鱼雁往来间，伊人书百字短文，题宝马香车，结句曰：看身旁宝马，绝尘而去。

宝马香车终是梦，青春不再恍如昨。

也许终有一日，豪情再起，置了莲花跑车，奔驰山间田野？